Stop Crying in your heart out

Today I woke  up crying.
Crying because a miss you!!
I miss you every single day.
And I don't know why I'm expressing myself in English.
I think that it's because the English is like a line between us.
And that's painful...
1 year later and I'm still crying for you.
Crying because I miss you so hard!!!
I don't know what to do...
I just know that I'm happy. But I still miss you... and I still wanna you...
And I still love you.
I love you every day and every night...
Every second I miss you!!!

I wanna be with you!!! I wanna it so bad!!!!!!

Or...
I just wanna forget everything!!
Because it's hurting!! It's killing me!!!

Oh God!!! Why am I so crazy?